Somewhere in time II

When everything is over I hope it'll be much easier to accept than it is now. I know it's never too easy to finally forget something you've always longed for, and when it finally came to you, you realize everything was too good to be true.
Then you start to accept things the way they are, and that you just had to let go. Keeping you here was never the best idea I had in mind, it was what I felt was good and that was all I ever cared for.
I know I've learned my lesson well now that I've lost you, but then again, I know you just had to do what was right. You just had to do what everyone else had expected you to do.
Now I only have myself to look after, In a few years maybe, who knows, I might have found myself peace like never before. I might have found the things that had been promised to me for so long that I had forgotten what it was.
Like an old song that's never been played long enough for some people to remember, I remember how it used to play and how it used to make me feel. But I was young then, now I could hardly tell the words apart from it. I'm forgetting how it all started, but I know exactly how it would end.
I won't have a story to tell you anymore, this will be the last you will ever hear