still

I took off without even saying goodbye I know. I figured I’d be breaking my promise all over again anyway. It was enough that I had seen you after a long time already but I guess that didn’t really mean anything did it? It’s funny, it all feels like nothing really happend and things haven’t really changed much I guess. It’s probably going to stay that way for a couple more years.
I don’t hear anybody else complaining so why bother? I didn’t even expect things to turn out a little bit right for the last few minutes that you and I talked. We both wanted to talk to each other I know but I couldn’t understand why something had kept you from doing it more. I had needed you for once in my life I knew I couldn’t live without you, but I guess you’ve proven me wrong all along.
Yes, I probably cried in some point, but who doesn’t? I’m just not too shy of wanting to let others know how I feel, and I guess I wanted to tell you that there’s a lot more from where it came from.
Now all I can do is sit back, relax and be my old self again and be misunderstood for the rest of my life.
maybe , I too have just misunderstood the both of you

mandoll

I turned to where the lights were and found only worn out pictures of me in it and it’s funny I never found yours.
I kept looking all over again hoping to find you in them but there never was, and I guess somehow, I’ve finally given up the search.
Things would never be the same now that I’ve moved on I guess. From where I am now is a place that hurts but is a place that forgives, and I for one have learned to forgive. Something that you’ve yet to discover for yourself.
I hope you’d learn this well enough before even time runs out, I’m most certain time waits for no one exactly no matter how hurt you were, or how hateful you’ve become.
I’m hoping you’d figure this out before we come to our senses.
goodnight and thank you!