the lights down

I wanted to share this last piece before I went ahead and turn the lights down, tonight would have probably been the last straw of what was holding us together. Even the coldest nights would have never been enough to set things free now that I’ve lost my precious.

Somehow, I could only wish for things to become forever, and I for one could attest that now is probably the perfect time to realize the end is sometimes a beginning. And I find it hard to believe that I’m forced to accept another song ending.

I would like to cross this path someday and never wish to remember any of these. Like a song that has never been played again, a song that was once heard of for many years ago and I wish I’d never had remembered any of it, not a single note.

I hope to wake up again and realize that all was just a bad dream and that you never really did exist.

Or maybe you just never really did.

to a perfect stranger

Hi...
I didn't get your name last night but I wish I had. It happened all too fast and I wish I hadn't been to caught unaware.
I noticed you around but I didn't really care to make any conversation because I didn't know what to say.
I knew you were staring at me but I didn't know what it was for. How could you have done this without even explaining . Now you got me all too sleepless.
I pretended to not have noticed but when I turned to you, you smiled at me and I couldn't help but notice those beautiful eyes. That Sweet smile...
This is the first time I've felt this for the past eight years of my life... I never knew you'd throw this at me like this and I didn't even get a name or a number.
But I thought who cares, maybe I'm just Imagining and none of this were ever real. I turned again to look at you the second time and there you were smiling still.
I panicked and told the driver to pull over, I hurried out the jeep and tried desperately to convince myself that none of this were ever real. I can't have you anyway, and If I did... You were just going to make my life miserable.
I didn't want to go just yet, I wanted to get your name... I wanted to talk to you.
When the Jeep went off I turned to look back to see you, and there I saw you smiling even more. The sweetest smile I ever saw.
Who ever you are... Thank you.
I wish I could see you again.

orginal post last September 09, 2007 from www.exentrixx.blogs.friendster.com

This letter goes out to the one I’ve always loved

You were always like an old song that I keep for myself. So mysteriously played in my mind no matter where and what I'd do. We both have been so alone and I guess some of us might have thought it's over
You know i'd never let go, but you just had to find a way to get through to me, I probably can't play your game because I won't be able to understand you anyhow
neither can you, If you ever want to talk, you know where to start.